Bismillah... It has been years I did not open this blog until i forgot the name of the blog itself..hahaha... 2013 and now is already 2016.. so many things have changed.. from a student, now i am a teacher... the title itself has already explained lots of things... friends are married, getting married , babies on the way... my family is also getting bigger.. i am also getting bigger...ouchhhh!! haha..as you get older, you get bigger kot..haha...so many things i want to share but need to 'relearn' blogging again... dont remember where to add the widget, music and what not... haha...embarrasing right? its okay, will learn it again, slowly....so, bye for now~~~~

Bismillah... In the name of ALLAH (S.W.T).

Assalamualaikum...uhuk...uhuk...it has been ages since i last updated my blog..haha..luckily i still remember my password...

Hmmmm...what do i have to share with you guys?bout life?poem?relationship?study?

Well, i will let you know of everything by sharing a bit of each thing...hehe...

Alhamdulillah(Thanks to ALLAH), i managed to juggle of what are currently happening here and there. the most crucial event was;Papa was once critical and still sick but insyaALLAH(If ALLAH's Willing) he is recovering slowly...he has no need of the oxygen mask and stuffs, except for the medicines...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...

Poem? maybe next time...dont really have the mood..haha...

Relationship? same old..same old...nothing special...just getting older....haha....

study? this year, i had 2 practicums already... the first one was at SK Semenyih and the second one was at SK Bandar Baru Bangi Jalan 2.. it was wonderful and i have learnt a lot from both schools... and more detailed stories are coming in the future...hope so...haha..insyaALLAH... another one is about keyboard assessment, also will be shared in the future....haha...

*dont really know what to say except for typing this thing without any particular focus...haha....

see you later...

What

What can make you feel

That everything around you is surreal

What can make you feel

That food is nothing more or less

What can make you feel

That the rays from the sunny sun will never get you sweat

What can make you feel

That even rain will never get you wet

What can make you feel

That the soothing wind is incomparable

What can make you feel

That you are Alice in The Wonderland

What can make you feel

That everything is following your desire

What can make you feel

That it is the worst time of your life

 

What can make you feel

That the world will never end

What can make you feel

That at times it is the best

What can make you feel

That prizes nor money is ever essential

What is so called 'love'

is it the feeling that comes

when loneliness creeps into you

is it the feeling that comes

when everything is against your desire

is it the feeling that comes

when you know it is not yours to keep

is it the feeling that comes

when the urge to have more than others overcome you

is it the feeling that comes

when praises and money become the priority

or

is it the feeling that comes

when you are able to be hurt to make others happy

is it the feeling that comes

when materials are not comparable to the smiles on their faces

is it the feeling that comes

when words and care come first

is it the feeling that comes

when protecting with all your life is all it costs

is it the feeling that comes

when faith and hope coexist together

love,

what can it be

is it

Living

On

Vague

Excitement

or

Living

On

Virtuous

Eternity

Undeniable

Undeniable

It is undeniable

That at least once in your life

Facing hardship you will

It is undeniable

That people will misunderstand

Every action of yours

It is undeniable

That you will feel lost

As if there is no one to guide you

It is undeniable

That you questioned

Every judgment of yours

It is undeniable

That you tend to forget

All the kindness received

It is undeniable

That you enjoy breaking

The rules set by others

It is undeniable

For you to defy others

Thinking that you are better

But,

It is undeniable

That beneath you

Lies a heart that longs for truth

It is undeniable

That calmness

Is all what you have been looking for

It is undeniable

That you appreciate

All the rules given

It is undeniable

That making mistakes

Is a part of us

It is UNDENIABLE

That HE has HIS way

To give the Greatest lesson

HE is The Undeniable One, ALLAH, ALLAH, ALLAH....

death is certain...

At one moment,

You were laughing,

Like the world is yours,

At one moment,

You were running,

Like there is no space left,

At one moment,

You were talking,

Like others understand you,

At one moment,

You were lying,

Like helpless little baby,

At one moment,

You were sleeping,

Like you'll never wake up,

At one moment,

You are gone,

Like the wind that simply comes and goes,

At one moment,

You taught me,

The meaning of courage and love,

At one moment,

I realised that,

You have certainly gone forever...

*in memory of Baby...

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