wHaT tHe...

okay...lets start with something positive...BOO YAAHH!!yesterday was one of the best days of my life...after more than a year,mama did what i personally asked her..actually it was more of a request...'mama suapkan saya & yang lain nasik masak telur kicap!!'...maybe it sounds funny to you guys..but one thing that you should know,my mama is the best mom....before this,during  my schooling years,she had always make sure my siblings and i have our breakfast...in order to do that...every weekdays, she will 'suap' us that menu...and milo of course as the drink...to give us energy....okay..since my last year of studying in a school was 2008,it has been more than one year i ate the dish using the same way..before i got home from IPIS i called my mom and told her about what i long for and she said she will do it...ALHAMDULILLAH,yesterday was the day...THANK YOU MAMA!!!LOVE YOU!!...=)

today, i watched CRUEL LOVE!!yeah after days of not watching korea thanks to my brother,feel like killing him...haha... no la,just kidding around....hehe...i love GWON SANGWO..!!wow..SIX PACKS and he is good in doing crying scenes too...SARANGHAE OPPA!!hehe...just something that i love,to talk rubbish...hik3...

the new name for my blog...i watched the simpsons and there was a blue whale that lisa called her BLUELLA..i like it...and i changed it a bit..Blue fanatic..me..??remember..??hehe....

now,the negative things....i dont know how and why..i kept receiving calls from people i do not know..if you guys wanna check it from me,dial these numbers...0178*852*1(called me few times and different voice),0132*514*3(wrong number or checking me..??) and 01326**2*0(this one sms me and i asked him who is he but no answer)..i dont know who spread my number,stop it..or else..CHIGULLE..???!!!in english it means, WANNA DIE...???

next, i want to stop thinking about him or anyone or have any special bond with anyone or things called human....like there are people out who wants to have that kind of relationship with me...HAHAHA...W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R. mister...my blog,my space...

one more thing i got 'P**A*'!!!right on my face!!i take good care of my face,no make up,only face cleanser,no washing when sweating...arghhhh!!what to do...i told my siblings it is not 'p***u' but i'm getting fairer...kahkahkah...

thats it..to be bersambung...haha...

Ape Yang Terpendam...

At last...i managed to do some blogging tonight...

First, what i wanna share is my experience in tutoring..not really tutoring, i was and like more to the situation of forced to tutoring...haha...i did this thing before, but it was a part time job while i was working at the canteen of SKLK in the time of waiting for my spm result...just for fun..i taught the boy named Iman mathematics and that was it...i hoped for nothing except just for his success in upsr that time...i didn't ask for any money or what,but i did get a pair baju kurung for the mother for teaching...okay2..skip that...what i really want to share is...teaching a person, better yet a kid is not an easy job...acting as private tutor is way harder than working as canteen assistant,believe me...at least teaching Iman was not that hard as teaching this new student..with all of the respect, i would like to admit that it is due to my lack of experience in teaching wise...Kids..they are small creatures that sometimes adorable and charming and sometimes can be the monsters that scared the hell out of us...hehe...a bit of metaphor and hyperbole won't hurt right..?hehe...Actually, my sister said that kids have short Focus Duration and that is why they tend to lose the focus in just a blink of an eye...Well, a big ground of applause to my sister, who is INSYAALLAH will become an english teacher  next year for being able to handle the one that i can't handle...I STILL HAVE A LOT TO LEARN..well, i hope another four years in IPIS will teach me what a real teacher needs and i personally 100% believe in the lecturer there...GAMBATTE TEACHER NABILAH..!!(^_^)

Second, my adik S..don't worry, i won't do you any harm...i called you tonight to ask you for the websites where can i download korean drama series....hehe...no harm lil bro...most importantly, don't get me wrong...=)

third, i'm starting to let myself missing that one person again...yeah..miss him..miss his voice,his talk and his  laugh....haha....BOGOSHIPO....!=P

fourth, about marriage...what about it...few days back, my sister and i talked with my big bro...of course the topic is marriage and what i want to stress here is about he thinks about marriage....honestly, before this i wouldn't expect him to think and say something like this...hehe...sorry bro...he said that, he has no problem of anyone getting married while they are still studying because he do believe that marriage will make a person be more responsible and matured and it is better than coupling and make more that an everest size of sins..BUTTON LIKE BRO!!haha...but 19 is not the time for me to get married just yet...hehe...

lastly, is about what..???????i guess suddenly i become blank....i'm tired..maybe...but i promis you guys this one,once my streamix is okay, i will share with you guys about the dinner in tupai2,the sheep at ayoh's house,and blablablabla..haha...

SO LONG AND GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY....WASSALAM...

Hangin!!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!i'm so stressed up...huhu...if cik ex is with me, i bet she will ask me, "kaifa imanuki?"...and honestly i will answer..It is on the edge of breaking down!!!...waaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!huhu...OOTTTOOKKKKEEE???!!!...i feel like jumping down the window of my house(just about 1.5 metres) to ease mysElf...haha...Psycho...!!


mood : (-_-)...ASTAGHFIRULLAHHALAZIM...

Dinner At Tupai-Tupai

This was the dinner for PPISMP 3.10 B/'KI/MathSC...InsyaALLAH,after this we are going to be PISMP..Degree students next year...Yeah!!I'm loving every second of that night...Let the pictures speak for themselves...hehe...

Kepulanganku...

Akhirnya...Selepas hampir 10 jam di dalam kereta,akhirnya aku smpai di rumah manis rumah...gembira...tp sedihnya,aku terjangkit demam ngan kak spupu ku yg naik kereta same..well,adik-bradikku menyambut baik kepulangan aku ygmerupakan speaker box utk umh nie..hahah...td time tgh mkn,mama ckp gelapnyer aku skrg!!!owh!!tp nie sejarah aku plg gelap..kadet polis dulu pon x sehitam nie...OTTOKKKEEE???!!x pe la,hitam itu elegan(nk sedapkan hati)..haha...stu lg,aku pon perasan...aku makin+makin+makin gemukkkk!!arghhhhh!!!OOTTTTOOOKKKEEEEEEEE!!x pe la,janji aku sihat(sedapkan hati aku lg)...haha....x pe la..tp skrg bie x sihat,mate panas,sakit2 badan...adoiyyyaaaiii....huhu...nnt aku pkkan care utk settlekan semua nie....ALLAH ade utkku....well,ape pun....


SELAMAT ARI RAYA AJI SEMUA!!(^_^)

KENAPA..???

KITA : Kenapa aku diuji?

QURAN : Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan, kami telah beriman, sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? & Sesungguhnye Kami telah menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka, maka Sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar & Sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang berdusta. (Surah Al-Ankabut : 2-3)
 
KITA : Kenapa aku tak dapat apa yang aku idamkan?

QURAN : Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, & b0leh jadi juga kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui apa yang kamu tidak ketahui (Surah Al-Baqarah : 216)
 
KITA : Kenapa ujian seberat ini?

QURAN : Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupnnya (Surah Al-Baqarah : 286)

KITA : Kenapa kita kecewa/frust?

QURAN: Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah & janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman. (Surah Ali Imran : 139)

KITA : Macam mana aku kena menghadapinya?

QURAN: & mintalah pertolongan kepada Allah dengan jalan sabar & mengerjakan solat & Sesungguhnya solat itu amat berat kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyuk. (Surah Al-Baqarah : 45)

KITA : Kepada siapa aku berharap?

QURAN : Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tiada Tuhan selain daripadaNya & kepadaNya aku bertawakal. (Surah At-Taubah : 129)
 
KITA : Apa yang aku dapat dari ujian ni?

QURAN: Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli daripada orang-orang mukmin, diri & harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga kepada mereka. (Surah At-Taubah : 111)
 
KITA:  Aku dah tak tahu apa nak buat!

QURAN : & janganlah kamu berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah, Sesungguhnya tidak berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir, (Surah Yusuf : 12)
 
KITA : Sampai bila aku perlu merana ?

QURAN : Kerana Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. (Surah Al-Insyirah : 5-6)


*Diambil dari ILUVISLAM...telah diedit penulisannya...Sesungguhnya Al-Quran mempunyai jawapan kepada persoalan-persoalan kita.....Rapatkan diri kita dengan warisan Kekasih Tercinta...

I'm Your Fiancee..???

Percaya atau x, kita boleh ber”tunang” tanpa sedar?? Yup, kita boleh bertunang tanpa kita sedar, bila seorang lelaki, berhasrat untuk mengambil seorang perempuan untuk dijadikan isteri. Eh, itu memang normal bukan? Tapi, yang anda mungkin x tahu, anda sebenarnya sudah bertunang bila situasi seperti berikut berlaku:

Lelaki menyatakan hasrat ingin menjadikan perempuan itu isterinya, dan perempuan itu bersetuju. Adakah dikira telah bertunang? Padahal tidak ada ibu bapa perempuan tersebut.

Pinang dari segi hukum fiqah, bererti pihak lelaki menyatakan hasrat berkahwin pada pihak perempuan. Itu dipanggil pinang. Bila perempuan menjawab setuju, maka jadilah perempuan itu tunang laki tersebut.

Situasi yang dianggap pinangan:

"Aku nak jadikan kamu sebagai isteriku"

"Kahwinlah dengan kita bila2"

Bila si perempuan bersetuju, dia akan jadi tunang. Sama ada bercakap dalam telefon, tetap dah jadi tunang.

Contoh:
"lelaki sebut dalam telefon, "I nak jadikan u isteri I lah"
Perempuan tersebut jawab, I sukalah, I setujulah, oraitt I’m fine, oklah, I redha atau apa2 yang menunjukkan dia suka dengan “pinangan” lelaki tersebut, maka ia sudah dianggap bertunang.

Jadi, bila dia dah jadi tunang orang tanpa sedar, bila ada lelaki yang meminang, hukumnya haram.


Kita orang melayu time nak tunang duk bawang rombongan 1 bas, bawak barang2 pinangan, itu sebenarnya adalah ADAT bukan dari segi hukum Islam. Dari segi hukum Islam, dah jatuh hukum tunang.

Persoalan ialah bila Ibu bapa xde. Mengikut hukum syarak, kalau perempuan itu sudah diizin pada syarak. Sebagai contoh, perempuan yang cerdik, yang baligh, yang blh berfikir, etc dia sudah dianggap bertunang.

Bila perempuan tu x menepati hukum syarak tersebut, contoh seperti x baligh lagi(baru darjah 3 mungkin), perempuan tu bodoh(x boleh berfikir), gila, dan sebagainya, makanya wali diperlukan untuk jawab “pinangan” tersebut.

*Wah!!aku baru taw pasal nie...tp biler pk blk,btolla....yg byk2 tue,adat mlayu...lau ikut islam,nk kawin sng jer....tunang apetah lagi kan...so.....JAGE2...NTAH2 KAMU...KAMU..KAMU..ITU TUNANGAN ORG...