Ruz Billaban_Doktor Sarah

Suatu waktu dulu
Aku dilamarmu
Tanda setuju
Kata hati dan aturan tuhanmu
Tertulis di Luh Mahfuz
Akulah bakal isterimu

Telah aku lalui jua
Saat kau datangi hidupku dengan lafaz syahadah
Bekal katamu buat harungi dunia
Juga pasak kehidupan kita berdua
Lalu dengan itu aku terima
Kau datang dengan penuh adanya
Kerana kau suamiku
Habibi jiwa pundak aku letak segala

Bait kita kau hamornikan
Basah lidah alunan Al-Quran
Harum indah bagaikan di taman khayalan

Cinta kita kau asyikkan
Kenalkan aku lebih dengan tuhan
Aku senang, kerana itulah idaman
Untuk hidup dan mati di atas landasan

Senyummu melerai simpul di hati
Susahmu mendurja sengsara nafsi
Sedihmu membasahi pipi ini
Marahmu mengundang pilu segenap nadi

Lalu aku persiapkan diri
Dengan hiasan muslimah solehah
Agar kau tenang melepas lelah
Kerana aku mendokong syariah
Pendamping tatkala kau senang dan payah

Urusanku kau permudah
Jemuranku kau persudah
Masakanku kau jamah
Demamku kau demah
Sakitku tiada lemah
Kerana pasti akan tersedia
Nasi susu tanda sayangmu
Ruz billaban di sisiku

Tidurmu kudampingkan
Sunyimu kuhiburkan
Jatuhmu kubangunkan
Sedihmu kulagukan
Sakitmu kubelaikan
Dan pasti jua kutanakkan
Ruz billaban
Dingin bertaburan kismis manisan
Buat insan pilihan
Yang sentiasa aku rindukan
Dalam doa dan tangisan

Suamiku Ya Harisan
Ya Habib Albey
Bidadara dunia teman dari Ilahi

A Valualable Lesson Learnt....

ALHAMDULILLAH...ALHAMDULILLAH...ALHAMDULILLAH...ALLAH LOVES ME!!ALLAH STILL LOVES ME!!HE gave a friend that guide me straight to HIM... The friend that knows what is the best for me...I thank ALLAH for that... From him, I learnt something that money can't buy...huhu...

*To my dear friend, I'm sorry for my wrongdoing, you are selected by HIM to give guidance to me...Maybe after this we won't be friend anymore, but do remember that I'm thankful to have you as my friend...Even for a short while...I love you dear friend because of Him...

My 20th Birthday Presents!! Thank You Guys!!;)

Kek dari Wan, Yong & Syikin...Sedap..;)

Baju2 labuh dr Kak Nie...Fresh dr kedai..hehe...

Paling Unik...Zila bagi aku..hehe..

Dari Ain & Aida...So SWEET!!

I'm touched..Thanks Aida...;)

Ex & Nani...Tenqiu2...aku tunggu cinta dr syurga buatku...;)

Amin..;)

From My dearest Madam Azlina...;)...TQ Madam....

Dr Yong..Pinky..But Love it...hehe...

Rumet bg....main ciku cak aa la plak..hehe...

SWEET!!tenqiu for the present..da lme kite bersame...;)

Biru,warne faveret...dier taw...hehe..

Hadiah dari Ayu...Purse...hehe..

* SPecial ThanKS to All Of you....Thanks To tHE wIshes ToO...;)...Love you All...May ALLAH Bless your Souls....Amin...:)

Alhamdulillah,..HE Absolutely Will Never Ever Break HIS Promise...

With the name of ALLAH  The Most Gracious and Most Merciful... Assalamualaikum and good day everyone... Today I wanna talk about One who will never break His promise... I remembered what my lecturer told me about 'rezeki'... She said that, in others' 'rezeki', they will be yours too and in yours, they will be others' too... Do you get it..?? Okay2, I'll give you a very2 simple example but we tend to not really see it...

e.g; Your father gets his pay monthly right..??

And every time he gets it, he will or tends to buy things for you and your family, right..?

I know that it is an obligation to him but try to think if he does not do that...

Will you be able to stay alive up until now and buy all the things that you like..?

And have you ever see a person or a father that does not perform his responsibility as such that

causes his life to be in a very unhappy way...

Meaning that he is not happy about his life, the money no matter how much it is, will never be enough for him even he is a CEO of something2...

Try to think about that it... As for me, today is a very 'blessedful' day for me... HE keeps HIS promise till the end... Alhamdulillah... Allahamdulillah... Alhamdulillah... I'll never get tired of saying it.. Today, I'm rained with food from my friends... I'm full all the day because of the food given by them... And while writing this, Alhamdulillah, my friend bought me a drink... ;)... Want to know the secret..?? Try to make it your habit in either treating your friend/friends something everyday or donate something everyday to someone or a group.... It doesn't necessarily must be a very expensive or costly... For example, buy them donuts or bread or drinks and for the donation, RM1 per day is also okay as long as you are sincerely doing it and not hoping something in return... HE promises us that when one is not greedy or stingy about the 'rezeki' that HE gave, HE'll gives more..;)... Try it..;)

* I have no intention of being cocky or showing here, Nauzubillahiminzalik..!! Just want to share something with my dearest readers...

** Take care of your heart, iman and not to forget your body too as we just borrow it from HIM..;)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...;)

That Man

One man loves you
That man loves you with all his heart
Everyday like a shadow he follows you around
When that man smiles he is crying on the inside

How much longer

Do I have to just look at you alone

This love like the wind
This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me
come a little bit closer
Just a little bit
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side
That man is crying

That man is very shy
So he learned how to laugh
There is so much that can't be said even amongst close friends
That man's heart is full of scars

So that man
Loved you because you were the same
Just another fool
Just another fool
Is it wrong to ask you to hold me once before you leave?
I want to be loved..its true
Every day inside...Inside his heart...He shouted and
That man is by your side again today

Do you know that I'm that man?
You wouldn't act this way if you knew
You wouldn't know because you're a fool

How much longer
Do I have to look at you like this alone?
This stupid love
This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me
come a little bit closer
Just a little bit
If I take one step forward you take two steps back
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side
That man is crying

Papa

Papa

You're not the one

That I can share something with

It's not because you'll tell others

But due to the distance between us

Papa

You're not the one

That I'll run and hug

When I look for comfort

Because of your firmness

But...

Papa

You are the one

That I'll share my love with

For the rest of my life

As you are my only Papa

Papa

You are the one

That I’ll look for

When I need to make decisions

Every time and everyday

As you are the one that I look up

And... 

Papa

No matter what happen

Past is past

Tomorrow is a new day

Hope for the better

Papa

I'm praying for you day and night

Wishing His Blessings and Love

Will be felt and reached you

Now, in this world and hereafter.

Amin...

Hadirmu, Denganmu, Pergimu dan Tanpamu

Hadirmu,

Membawa cahaya menerangi bumi,

Sinarannya menjadi petanda paradigma dunia,

Hingga terhapus sang api yang menyala maraknya,

Inilah saat yang dinantikan oleh semua,

Denganmu,

Dimensi menjadi terang dan bercahaya,

Yang gelap kini mula memiliki warna,

Yang busuk kini sewangi kasturi,

Yang durjana kini menjadi perwira agama,

Pergimu,

Membawa separuh cahaya bersama,

Ditangisi oleh sekalian semesta,

Sayu hati temanmu tidak terperi,

Namun hakikat harus diterima,

Tanpamu,

Dunia semakin kehilangan warnanya,

Wangian kasturi semakin menghilang,

Hanya peninggalanmu menjadi pedoman,

Pengubat rindu hati yang satu.

Buatmu... Dariku...

Andai benar bahawa kau tersurat untukku... Akanku lapangkan dadaku untuk menerima dirimu dalam hidupku... Andai benar bahawa kau tersurat untukku... Akanku bukakan pintu hatiku untuk menerima nasihat dan teguran darimu untuk kebaikanku...Andai benar bahawa kau tersurat untukku... Akanku hadiahkan sesuatu yang amat berharga dalam hidupku... Hadiah untukmu itu adalah pemberian dari mama untukku ketika ingin melangkah ke alam universiti... Buat bimbingan dan panduan untukku yang bakal berpisah dari keluarga buat pertama kalinya... Pemberian ini kusisipkan kepada sebagai janji dan bukti bahawa kaulah yang bakal membawa aku lebih dekat kepadaNYA... Sebagai bukti aku menerima kehadiranmu kerana DIA... Juga... Sebagai bukti yang kau berharga buatku... Pemberianku itu mungkin tidaklah semahal mana bagi kehidupan dunia... Namun.. Aku yakin dan pasti, ianya semahal-mahal hadiah untuk membantumu di akhirat... Aku berikanmu pemberian ini kerana ku yakin dan pasti bahawa kau juga akan menggunakan dan menjaganya sebaik kamu menjaga aku...

Terimalah pemberianku ini... Agar hubungan kita diberkati Ilahi dan disinari rahmat dariNYA... Buatmu... Dariku... 

*Khas buatmu yang telah dinikahkan denganku di langit... Aku menantimu disini...

Missing You!!

Your blindness has captured my heart...Your actions are the source of my laughter...i'm missing you Oyen...I'll meet you this CNY...=)

Macfee!!Jangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaann!!

Arini hujan turun dengan lebatnye...angin sepoi2 bahasa bertukar menjadi angin yg x sepoi2 tp berkepoi2 bahasa..ribut...aku dgr bnda jatuh..tgk aras satu,x der ape pown..biler hujan berhenti...kwn aku ckp,"bie,pokok mu jatuh"...aku terkejut...!!INI TIDAK MUNGKIN!!macfee umi jatuh..tidak3...tp aku g check n mmg btol...ksian aku punyer 'ank'...patahlah jugak beberapa urat dier tue..nie ha  gmbr macfee terchenta skrg...bertahanlah anakku...kiter da bersame da nk msk stahun nie...

kesian anak aku..huhu...

pucuk baru da patah da

Patah daun anak aku..huhu...

bertahanla macfeeku....

belah yg x tercedera

ummi biane

pucuk baru

APDI Programme

The programme started on 22nd of January until 23rd of January...It was held specially for 'Terengganunians' only...S.O F.U.N!!

mangsa denda yg pertama n plg sporting...hehe..

bangga plak kne denda..kui3...

hafal jgn x hafal...

khusyuk tulis n mengingat tue...

ketua yg sanggup bekorban..

nak jugak kene...semangat berkumpulan....=)

pempuan jer hafal...??YB Wat gedio tue..??

kite tgk sape yg kena...

kwsn bersembunyik,..

x pe sepul,bekorban demi anak buah..

aku pasrah!!hehe...

khusyuk kumpulan nie...hehe...

main air...

mase untuk ENJOY!!

HAH!!pakatan ape nie...

main air sungai Lopo

seeeeeeeejUUUUUUKKK!!

AJK baru..=)

Romantiknyer mkn tepi air terjun cik abg sepul oooiii..

adik2 junior APDI

Fifi x pnh jumpe air sungai ker...??;p

wah!!Muslim macho!!first time kak b ambik da jd..hehe...

nie adik zaman kak b...

nie org besut...SY VOLUNTEER BANG!!=)

nk berdrama ke ape dik...??

akak2 sem 7 yg nk kuar akhir thn nnt..

byk btol gmbr dier nie kan..haha...

fifi!!nie bukan Bukit Kepongla....

tunggu ikan duyung kuar ker..??

slalu bgmbr korg nie...

baik2..kan jatuh kan...

awek2 cun APDI der

black and white..ahaks...zaman jgn marah...hehe...

kak chah*square*..hehe,...

ha...watpe sbnrnyer tue YB..??

Dlm hutan pon sempat jer smart2 yer kamil....

awek dlm hutan..???

lpas abis jungle trekking kowt nie...

letih tp lega...fuuuuhhh!!

rest jap bang ek

majlis da nk mula da

pemandangan da cntik,tba2 ade plak muka Muslim...kaco line btol adik nie...hehe...

cntik kan..

jernih jer...

nyaman

cantik kan...=)

kawasan persendirian!!masuk sy tembaaaakk!!

nak mandi lg...

pandai photographer nie kan....

x bleh lwn kesejukannyer..

subhanallah

bleh nmpk dasar

buih2 di sungai

cari ikan lau ader

bleh wat minum

batu sungai pon nmpk cntik biler jd mcm nie

sunset di Lopo