Bismillah... It has been years I did not open this blog until i forgot the name of the blog itself..hahaha... 2013 and now is already 2016.. so many things have changed.. from a student, now i am a teacher... the title itself has already explained lots of things... friends are married, getting married , babies on the way... my family is also getting bigger.. i am also getting bigger...ouchhhh!! haha..as you get older, you get bigger kot..haha...so many things i want to share but need to 'relearn' blogging again... dont remember where to add the widget, music and what not... haha...embarrasing right? its okay, will learn it again, slowly....so, bye for now~~~~

Bismillah... In the name of ALLAH (S.W.T).

Assalamualaikum...uhuk...uhuk...it has been ages since i last updated my blog..haha..luckily i still remember my password...

Hmmmm...what do i have to share with you guys?bout life?poem?relationship?study?

Well, i will let you know of everything by sharing a bit of each thing...hehe...

Alhamdulillah(Thanks to ALLAH), i managed to juggle of what are currently happening here and there. the most crucial event was;Papa was once critical and still sick but insyaALLAH(If ALLAH's Willing) he is recovering slowly...he has no need of the oxygen mask and stuffs, except for the medicines...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...

Poem? maybe next time...dont really have the mood..haha...

Relationship? same old..same old...nothing special...just getting older....haha....

study? this year, i had 2 practicums already... the first one was at SK Semenyih and the second one was at SK Bandar Baru Bangi Jalan 2.. it was wonderful and i have learnt a lot from both schools... and more detailed stories are coming in the future...hope so...haha..insyaALLAH... another one is about keyboard assessment, also will be shared in the future....haha...

*dont really know what to say except for typing this thing without any particular focus...haha....

see you later...

What

What can make you feel

That everything around you is surreal

What can make you feel

That food is nothing more or less

What can make you feel

That the rays from the sunny sun will never get you sweat

What can make you feel

That even rain will never get you wet

What can make you feel

That the soothing wind is incomparable

What can make you feel

That you are Alice in The Wonderland

What can make you feel

That everything is following your desire

What can make you feel

That it is the worst time of your life

 

What can make you feel

That the world will never end

What can make you feel

That at times it is the best

What can make you feel

That prizes nor money is ever essential

What is so called 'love'

is it the feeling that comes

when loneliness creeps into you

is it the feeling that comes

when everything is against your desire

is it the feeling that comes

when you know it is not yours to keep

is it the feeling that comes

when the urge to have more than others overcome you

is it the feeling that comes

when praises and money become the priority

or

is it the feeling that comes

when you are able to be hurt to make others happy

is it the feeling that comes

when materials are not comparable to the smiles on their faces

is it the feeling that comes

when words and care come first

is it the feeling that comes

when protecting with all your life is all it costs

is it the feeling that comes

when faith and hope coexist together

love,

what can it be

is it

Living

On

Vague

Excitement

or

Living

On

Virtuous

Eternity

Undeniable

Undeniable

It is undeniable

That at least once in your life

Facing hardship you will

It is undeniable

That people will misunderstand

Every action of yours

It is undeniable

That you will feel lost

As if there is no one to guide you

It is undeniable

That you questioned

Every judgment of yours

It is undeniable

That you tend to forget

All the kindness received

It is undeniable

That you enjoy breaking

The rules set by others

It is undeniable

For you to defy others

Thinking that you are better

But,

It is undeniable

That beneath you

Lies a heart that longs for truth

It is undeniable

That calmness

Is all what you have been looking for

It is undeniable

That you appreciate

All the rules given

It is undeniable

That making mistakes

Is a part of us

It is UNDENIABLE

That HE has HIS way

To give the Greatest lesson

HE is The Undeniable One, ALLAH, ALLAH, ALLAH....

death is certain...

At one moment,

You were laughing,

Like the world is yours,

At one moment,

You were running,

Like there is no space left,

At one moment,

You were talking,

Like others understand you,

At one moment,

You were lying,

Like helpless little baby,

At one moment,

You were sleeping,

Like you'll never wake up,

At one moment,

You are gone,

Like the wind that simply comes and goes,

At one moment,

You taught me,

The meaning of courage and love,

At one moment,

I realised that,

You have certainly gone forever...

*in memory of Baby...

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Suatu waktu dulu
Aku dilamarmu
Tanda setuju
Kata hati dan aturan tuhanmu
Tertulis di Luh Mahfuz
Akulah bakal isterimu

Telah aku lalui jua
Saat kau datangi hidupku dengan lafaz syahadah
Bekal katamu buat harungi dunia
Juga pasak kehidupan kita berdua
Lalu dengan itu aku terima
Kau datang dengan penuh adanya
Kerana kau suamiku
Habibi jiwa pundak aku letak segala

Bait kita kau hamornikan
Basah lidah alunan Al-Quran
Harum indah bagaikan di taman khayalan

Cinta kita kau asyikkan
Kenalkan aku lebih dengan tuhan
Aku senang, kerana itulah idaman
Untuk hidup dan mati di atas landasan

Senyummu melerai simpul di hati
Susahmu mendurja sengsara nafsi
Sedihmu membasahi pipi ini
Marahmu mengundang pilu segenap nadi

Lalu aku persiapkan diri
Dengan hiasan muslimah solehah
Agar kau tenang melepas lelah
Kerana aku mendokong syariah
Pendamping tatkala kau senang dan payah

Urusanku kau permudah
Jemuranku kau persudah
Masakanku kau jamah
Demamku kau demah
Sakitku tiada lemah
Kerana pasti akan tersedia
Nasi susu tanda sayangmu
Ruz billaban di sisiku

Tidurmu kudampingkan
Sunyimu kuhiburkan
Jatuhmu kubangunkan
Sedihmu kulagukan
Sakitmu kubelaikan
Dan pasti jua kutanakkan
Ruz billaban
Dingin bertaburan kismis manisan
Buat insan pilihan
Yang sentiasa aku rindukan
Dalam doa dan tangisan

Suamiku Ya Harisan
Ya Habib Albey
Bidadara dunia teman dari Ilahi

A Valualable Lesson Learnt....

ALHAMDULILLAH...ALHAMDULILLAH...ALHAMDULILLAH...ALLAH LOVES ME!!ALLAH STILL LOVES ME!!HE gave a friend that guide me straight to HIM... The friend that knows what is the best for me...I thank ALLAH for that... From him, I learnt something that money can't buy...huhu...

*To my dear friend, I'm sorry for my wrongdoing, you are selected by HIM to give guidance to me...Maybe after this we won't be friend anymore, but do remember that I'm thankful to have you as my friend...Even for a short while...I love you dear friend because of Him...

My 20th Birthday Presents!! Thank You Guys!!;)

Kek dari Wan, Yong & Syikin...Sedap..;)

Baju2 labuh dr Kak Nie...Fresh dr kedai..hehe...

Paling Unik...Zila bagi aku..hehe..

Dari Ain & Aida...So SWEET!!

I'm touched..Thanks Aida...;)

Ex & Nani...Tenqiu2...aku tunggu cinta dr syurga buatku...;)

Amin..;)

From My dearest Madam Azlina...;)...TQ Madam....

Dr Yong..Pinky..But Love it...hehe...

Rumet bg....main ciku cak aa la plak..hehe...

SWEET!!tenqiu for the present..da lme kite bersame...;)

Biru,warne faveret...dier taw...hehe..

Hadiah dari Ayu...Purse...hehe..

* SPecial ThanKS to All Of you....Thanks To tHE wIshes ToO...;)...Love you All...May ALLAH Bless your Souls....Amin...:)

Alhamdulillah,..HE Absolutely Will Never Ever Break HIS Promise...

With the name of ALLAH  The Most Gracious and Most Merciful... Assalamualaikum and good day everyone... Today I wanna talk about One who will never break His promise... I remembered what my lecturer told me about 'rezeki'... She said that, in others' 'rezeki', they will be yours too and in yours, they will be others' too... Do you get it..?? Okay2, I'll give you a very2 simple example but we tend to not really see it...

e.g; Your father gets his pay monthly right..??

And every time he gets it, he will or tends to buy things for you and your family, right..?

I know that it is an obligation to him but try to think if he does not do that...

Will you be able to stay alive up until now and buy all the things that you like..?

And have you ever see a person or a father that does not perform his responsibility as such that

causes his life to be in a very unhappy way...

Meaning that he is not happy about his life, the money no matter how much it is, will never be enough for him even he is a CEO of something2...

Try to think about that it... As for me, today is a very 'blessedful' day for me... HE keeps HIS promise till the end... Alhamdulillah... Allahamdulillah... Alhamdulillah... I'll never get tired of saying it.. Today, I'm rained with food from my friends... I'm full all the day because of the food given by them... And while writing this, Alhamdulillah, my friend bought me a drink... ;)... Want to know the secret..?? Try to make it your habit in either treating your friend/friends something everyday or donate something everyday to someone or a group.... It doesn't necessarily must be a very expensive or costly... For example, buy them donuts or bread or drinks and for the donation, RM1 per day is also okay as long as you are sincerely doing it and not hoping something in return... HE promises us that when one is not greedy or stingy about the 'rezeki' that HE gave, HE'll gives more..;)... Try it..;)

* I have no intention of being cocky or showing here, Nauzubillahiminzalik..!! Just want to share something with my dearest readers...

** Take care of your heart, iman and not to forget your body too as we just borrow it from HIM..;)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...;)

That Man

One man loves you
That man loves you with all his heart
Everyday like a shadow he follows you around
When that man smiles he is crying on the inside

How much longer

Do I have to just look at you alone

This love like the wind
This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me
come a little bit closer
Just a little bit
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side
That man is crying

That man is very shy
So he learned how to laugh
There is so much that can't be said even amongst close friends
That man's heart is full of scars

So that man
Loved you because you were the same
Just another fool
Just another fool
Is it wrong to ask you to hold me once before you leave?
I want to be loved..its true
Every day inside...Inside his heart...He shouted and
That man is by your side again today

Do you know that I'm that man?
You wouldn't act this way if you knew
You wouldn't know because you're a fool

How much longer
Do I have to look at you like this alone?
This stupid love
This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me
come a little bit closer
Just a little bit
If I take one step forward you take two steps back
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side
That man is crying

Papa

Papa

You're not the one

That I can share something with

It's not because you'll tell others

But due to the distance between us

Papa

You're not the one

That I'll run and hug

When I look for comfort

Because of your firmness

But...

Papa

You are the one

That I'll share my love with

For the rest of my life

As you are my only Papa

Papa

You are the one

That I’ll look for

When I need to make decisions

Every time and everyday

As you are the one that I look up

And... 

Papa

No matter what happen

Past is past

Tomorrow is a new day

Hope for the better

Papa

I'm praying for you day and night

Wishing His Blessings and Love

Will be felt and reached you

Now, in this world and hereafter.

Amin...

Hadirmu, Denganmu, Pergimu dan Tanpamu

Hadirmu,

Membawa cahaya menerangi bumi,

Sinarannya menjadi petanda paradigma dunia,

Hingga terhapus sang api yang menyala maraknya,

Inilah saat yang dinantikan oleh semua,

Denganmu,

Dimensi menjadi terang dan bercahaya,

Yang gelap kini mula memiliki warna,

Yang busuk kini sewangi kasturi,

Yang durjana kini menjadi perwira agama,

Pergimu,

Membawa separuh cahaya bersama,

Ditangisi oleh sekalian semesta,

Sayu hati temanmu tidak terperi,

Namun hakikat harus diterima,

Tanpamu,

Dunia semakin kehilangan warnanya,

Wangian kasturi semakin menghilang,

Hanya peninggalanmu menjadi pedoman,

Pengubat rindu hati yang satu.

Buatmu... Dariku...

Andai benar bahawa kau tersurat untukku... Akanku lapangkan dadaku untuk menerima dirimu dalam hidupku... Andai benar bahawa kau tersurat untukku... Akanku bukakan pintu hatiku untuk menerima nasihat dan teguran darimu untuk kebaikanku...Andai benar bahawa kau tersurat untukku... Akanku hadiahkan sesuatu yang amat berharga dalam hidupku... Hadiah untukmu itu adalah pemberian dari mama untukku ketika ingin melangkah ke alam universiti... Buat bimbingan dan panduan untukku yang bakal berpisah dari keluarga buat pertama kalinya... Pemberian ini kusisipkan kepada sebagai janji dan bukti bahawa kaulah yang bakal membawa aku lebih dekat kepadaNYA... Sebagai bukti aku menerima kehadiranmu kerana DIA... Juga... Sebagai bukti yang kau berharga buatku... Pemberianku itu mungkin tidaklah semahal mana bagi kehidupan dunia... Namun.. Aku yakin dan pasti, ianya semahal-mahal hadiah untuk membantumu di akhirat... Aku berikanmu pemberian ini kerana ku yakin dan pasti bahawa kau juga akan menggunakan dan menjaganya sebaik kamu menjaga aku...

Terimalah pemberianku ini... Agar hubungan kita diberkati Ilahi dan disinari rahmat dariNYA... Buatmu... Dariku... 

*Khas buatmu yang telah dinikahkan denganku di langit... Aku menantimu disini...

Missing You!!

Your blindness has captured my heart...Your actions are the source of my laughter...i'm missing you Oyen...I'll meet you this CNY...=)

Macfee!!Jangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaann!!

Arini hujan turun dengan lebatnye...angin sepoi2 bahasa bertukar menjadi angin yg x sepoi2 tp berkepoi2 bahasa..ribut...aku dgr bnda jatuh..tgk aras satu,x der ape pown..biler hujan berhenti...kwn aku ckp,"bie,pokok mu jatuh"...aku terkejut...!!INI TIDAK MUNGKIN!!macfee umi jatuh..tidak3...tp aku g check n mmg btol...ksian aku punyer 'ank'...patahlah jugak beberapa urat dier tue..nie ha  gmbr macfee terchenta skrg...bertahanlah anakku...kiter da bersame da nk msk stahun nie...

kesian anak aku..huhu...

pucuk baru da patah da

Patah daun anak aku..huhu...

bertahanla macfeeku....

belah yg x tercedera

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