WaS iT A MiSTaKE??

what i've done..??

was it a mistake..??

i don't know...

i'm really confused...

i hope he won't hate me...

at least not that much...

well,i'm just human...

i want the best for him...

i know one fact...

a fact that i can't give him happiness...

want to know why..??

because it lies and depends on HIS hand...

all i can do is that...

pray that he will always be happy...

for no matter what reason...

either with someone or something...

argh!!

it's killing me slowly...

yeah!!i do love him...

so what..??

i rather have myself being miserable...

than letting him be in one...

is it stupid..??

i don't really think so...

it makes me closer to HIM...
well,i can't be greedy...

i need to be grateful for whatever happens...

am i losing him..??

i believe so...

it is okay...

my prayers will still be with him...

what would i like to say if it is the last time i'll talk to him..??

i love you

is it enough for me..??

just three words..??

yeah....those three words can simplify everything...

my hope for him..??

have the best in life...

well,at least face everything that happens with open heart...

my wish for him..??

wishing that you'll stick to HIM...

every second,every minute and every hour...

do i  think he loves me..??

ask him...i don't know...

who is him..??

just let it be a secret...

a secret between him and i...

ALLAH...

please help me...

in enduring this time...

and also him...

Amin...

BiRo tATa NegArA 2010

These are some of my classmates who went to BTN  last June...Even we sacrificed one week out of three weeks of our semester break,it was totally worth it...It was so vice versa with what we or so can say I expected...An experience that money can't buy...=)

 Taking picture as many as I can before Normah's camera was taken by the Trainers...Hehe...

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This was my group during the course...Since the men are on their way of extinction,my group only consisted of two men ; Ala Hadrame(Ala),the group leader & Zulkefli(Zul),the comedian in the group...Both of them are great and funny in some way...Hehe...Not forgetting the ladies ; Rabiatul(Bit),Nabilah(Me),Atikah(Atie),Normah(Mah),Salwa(Wawa) & Atikah...Well,if the men are great,so do the ladies...(^_^)...

Still the group picture...Taken before we dismissed and went back to IPIS...The last day of BTN...Everyone is proud with the certifiticate given...=)

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These are some of the people who are responsibled for giving us the experience of a life time...Starting from right ; Abang Shah(the leader),Pak Ya(the head trainer),Pak Jalani(trainer) & Abang Cha...These are only some of the amazing people that i've met throughout the course...By the way,i also met one Faci from my hometown,Ayah Wan Janggut Keramat...Not to forget,my group Faci,we called him Abang Jawa...Hehe...He is not in the picture as during the course,the cameras and handphones were taken...This was at the end of the course  where we received our stuffs back...hehe...Thanks to Abang Cha for baring with all the noises coming from the handphones for the first day until the end...=)

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The participants of the BTN Course which was held for 5 days and 4 nights at Kem Mega Kristal,Kuala Selangor...Feeling proud with the flag that our group made....The JALUR GEMILANG...

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My classmates were taking pictures with the flag we made...=)

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While waiting for the bus to come and pick us up...Hehe...

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In front of our room...Problematic Ribena Kids...Haha...

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The beautiful bas conductor...Hehe...By the way,no more Acik Aziz @ Ayoh @ the bus driver of IPIS...Huhu...

Thats the end of the BTN Course for PPISMP 2.07(Bahasa Melayu),2.08(Tesl),2.09(Tesl),2.10(Tesl) & 2.11(Math)...=)

HE's The oNe

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about look...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about status...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about wealth...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about colours...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about day or night...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't sleep and eat,

But is always giving to others...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about the past sins of others,

After they repented...

HE's the one,

And only one,

Who extremely cares about others,

But always put behind by the rest...

HE's the one,

The Greatest one,

ALLAH S.W.T.

BaS oH bAs...

Tanggal 26 Jun 2010,satu peristiwa yg x dpt dilupakan telah berlaku....huhu...malam tue aku nk kne naik bas utk pulang ke IPIS da,almaklumla,28 nie da start kuliah...Trimas kat abg aku,Yea yg telah beli tiket bas awal2,takot habis kan...bermulalah kisah bila aku bersame abg aku,Epun dan kwnnye,Ghopa pergi ke stesen bas utk mnghntr aku...tunggu punyer tunggu,bas x smpai2...mmgla,dkt tiket tulis kul 10.00 mlm,aku da ade kat situ kul 9.30 mlm..rase  malu sendiri r plak...haha...kebetulan mlm tue,ramai plak budak IPIS yg nk nek bas....antaranye ialah Yong,Sepul,Abg Mat,Syuhada,Tini,Kak Ji,Kak Dilah,Kak Ira n ade sorg yg aku x taw nme...hehe....dalam kul 10 lbh,bas pon smpai...kejap je diorg singgah jerteh,pastu terux berlepas...mcm kpl terbang lak bunyinye...hehe...aku yg da ngantuk nie,ape lg,terus membuta...hehe...tp nk jd critenye,dlm kul 11.30 aku tersedar,rupe2nye bas rosak...fuh!!aku mcm ade firasat kowt...hehe...disebabkan duduk dekat seat no 3 yg da dekat dgn driver,aku dgr sebijik2 yg diorg ckp...ape yg rosakla,bebelan diorgla...walaupun dgr,aku x phm ape yg dikatakan rosak tue,maklumla,org klate nie bijak dlm meng'klantan'kan bahasa omputeh....hehe...diorg bhenti kat kedai makan...aku yg da mmg lapar nei,terus ajak Kak Ira n Yong g makan...aku orderla Mee Lakna Special...Fuh!!mmg sedap kate aku...hehe..mkn2la ktrg smbil borak...da siap mkn,nk g kat bas powb,panas,diorg tutup aircond...jd kitrg mlepakla kat kedai tue smpai satu lbh...aku n the geng x takotla sbb driver bas ade kat situ..,aku dgr diorg ckp kul 2 baru mekanik smpai....x kan ktrg pon nk tunggu mekanik gak kan...jd blkla ke bas n tidur sbb perut msg2 pon da kygkan...hehe..dlm kul 2.30 baru bertolak....perjalanan berjalan seperti biasa...yela,nk berlari x bleh,bas x sedap...slow jer bwk...hehe...dlm 6 lbh,ktrg singgah smyg susbuh kat masjid gelap...bukan nme masjid tue gelap,tp sebab x d e lektrik,x nmpk ape pown....dugaan...hehe...perjalan diteruskan lg,smpai ktrg stop kat kmpung baru utk mkn pg dlm kul 8 lbh...aku n Yong makanla...driver tue tgk jer,maybe dlm hati terkejut yg ktrg kuat sgt mkn...haha...ktrg bukan ape,tp da plan,blk mktb x nk mkn...jd,lantakla ape org nk pk...dalam bas tue,ktrg sakit mate tgk spasang kekasih duk bermesra2...yela,lau da kawin pown,smpn2la kat bilik....what the heck dow...huhu...ASTAGFIRULLAHHALAZIM...sblm kul 9 ktrg btolak blk....bas bergerak sperti biase...singgah kat putra,ade mamat tue bwk moto naik bas..hebat btol...dier pown bwk trn,LC beb...haha...pastu kul 11.00,bas bhenti kat tepi lebuharaye..rupenye rosak lg...nie nsb baik bleh dibaiki oleh driver sendiri...tp stgh jam lbh gak....dlm kul 12 lbh,ktrg smpai kajang,nek teksi n smpai ke IPIS...ALHAMDULILLAH...nk taw bas ape nie..???bas nie adelah bas B*D**A...tamatla cerita perjalanan 14 jam aku dari jerteh ke IPIs...hehe...

No oNe LoVes YoU LiKe I LOvE yOu

You and I would've shared love so strong and so secure
But all you left the memories the feelings are no more
Like flowers in the big field
All died and blown away
The letters and the pictures
Are all that will remain

But every moment of every day
I wanna see you, I wanna say
No one loves you like I love you
No one needs you the way I do
No one knows you like I know you
No one kisses you the way I do

So many years of memories
Suppressed beyond recall
The feelings was unbroken
eem silent and so small

DoN't FoRgEt

~DEMI LOVATO~

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

sTuCk iN tHe MoMeNt

With you
With you
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

Now Romeo & Juliet
Bet they never felt the way we felt
Bonnie & Clyde
Never had to hide like we do, we do

You and I, both know it can't work
It's all fun and games
'Til someone gets hurt
And I don't,
I won't let that be you

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
That there might be something real between us two
Who knew
Now we don't wanna fall but
We're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
Cause I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like Adam & Eve
Tragedy was a destiny
Like Sonny & Cher
I don't care
I got you baby

See we both
Fightin' every inch of our fiber
Either way it's gonna end right but
We are both too foolish to stop

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
That there might be something real between us two
Who knew
And we don't wanna fall but
We're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
And I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like
Just because this cold, cruel world saying we can't be
Baby we both have the right to disagree
And I ain't with it
And I don't wanna be so old and gray
Reminiscing 'bout these better days
But convince telling us to let go
So we'll never know

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Cause everything we did
And everything we have is stuck in the moment
Yeahhhh

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
(Oh no no)
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
(Nothing my heart can do)
To fight with time and space
(And space)
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

Yeah

~JUSTIN BIEBER~