Ketika Allah Memilihmu Untukku..

Padamu yang Allah pilihkan dalam hidupku..
Ingin ku beri tahu padamu..
Aku hidup dan besar dari keluarga bahagia..
Orang tua yg begitu sempurna..
Dengan cinta yg begitu membuncah..
Aku dibesarkan dgn limpahan kasih yang tak terhingga..
Maka, padamu ku katakan..
Saat Allah memilihmu dalam hidupku,
Maka saat itu Dia berharap, kau pun sanggup melimpahkan cinta padaku..
Memperlakukanku dgn sayang yang begitu indah..


Padamu yang Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, aku hanya wanita biasa dengan begitu banyak kekurangan dalam diriku,
Aku bukanlah wanita sempurna, seperti yang mungkin kau harapkan..
Maka, ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Dia ingin menyempurnakan kekuranganku dgn keberadaanmu.
Dan aku tahu, Kaupun bukanlah laki-laki yang sempurna..
Dan ku berharap ketidaksempurnaanku mampu menyempurnakan dirimu..
Karena kelak kita akan satu..
Aibmu adalah aibku, dan indahmu adalah indahku,
Kau dan aku akan menjadi 'kita'..


Padamu yg Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, sejak kecil Allah telah menempa diriku dgn ilmu dan tarbiyah,
Membentukku menjadi wanita yg mencintai Rabbnya..
Maka ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Allah mengetahui bahwa kaupun telah menempa dirimu dgn ilmuNya.. Maka gandeng tanganku dalam mengibarkan panji-panji dakwah dalam hidup kita..
Itulah visi pernikahan kita..
Ibadah pada-Nya ta'ala..


Padamu yg Allah tetapkan sebagai nahkodaku..
Ingatlah.. Aku adalah mahlukNya dari tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok..
Ada kalanya aku akan begitu membuatmu marah..
Maka, ketahuilah.. Saat itu Dia menghendaki kau menasihatiku dengan hikmah,
Sungguh hatiku tetaplah wanita yg lemah pada kelembutan..
Namun jangan kau coba meluruskanku, karena aku akan patah..
Tapi jangan pula membiarkanku begitu saja, karena akan selamanya aku salah..
Namun tatap mataku, tersenyumlah..
Tenangkan aku dgn genggaman tanganmu..
Dan nasihati aku dgn bijak dan hikmah..
Niscaya, kau akan menemukanku tersungkur menangis di pangkuanmu..
Maka ketika itu, kau kembali memiliki hatiku..


Padamu yang Allah tetapkan sebagai atap hunianku..
Ketahuilah, ketika ijab atas namaku telah kau lontarkan..
Maka dimataku kau adalah yang terindah,
Kata2mu adalah titah untukku,
Selama tak bermaksiat pada Allah, akan ku penuhi semua perintahmu..
Maka kalau kau berkenan ku meminta..
Jadilah hunian yg indah, yang kokoh…
Yang mampu membuatku dan anak-anak kita nyaman dan aman di dalamnya..


Padamu yang Allah pilih menjadi penopang hidupku…
Dalam istana kecil kita akan hadir buah hati-buah hati kita..
Maka didiklah mereka menjadi generasi yg dirindukan syurga..
Yang di pundaknya akan diisi dgn amanah-amanah dakwah,
Yang ruh dan jiwanya selalu merindukan jihad..
Yang darahnya mengalir darah syuhada..
Dan ku yakin dari tanganmu yg penuh berkah, kau mampu membentuk mereka..
Dengan hatimu yg penuh cinta, kau mampu merengkuh hati mereka..
Dan aku akan selalu jatuh cinta padamu..


Padamu yang Allah pilih sebagai imamku…
Ku memohon padamu.. Ridholah padaku,
Sungguh Ridhomu adalah Ridho Ilahi Rabbi..
Mudahkanlah jalanku ke Surga-Nya..
Karena bagiku kau adalah kunci Surgaku..

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( Oleh Aztriana 180610/ 01'50 Makassar.. ^_^v )

My Late Uncle@Haji Mohd Noh Bin Haji Hassan (July 9,2010)

This is the picture of my beloved uncle,Ayoh Sir who passed away this month...He is known best for his caring,loving and responsibled attitude...His sudden death shock my entire family since the night before he passed away,it was his son 'Akad Nikah'...huhu...He left one wife,2 sons,1 daughter,2 daughters in law and 2 grandchildren...I bet everyone miss him so much...Me too...i miss his smile,his life and all things about him...I regret so much for not meeting him before i come back to IPIS...huhu...I LOVE YOU AYOH SIR...

MaCfEe & bIe

These are my kids...Macfee & Bie...i just bought them today...Actually they are for GERKO assignment..but it kind of enjoying and fun.,,,thats why almost all of my classmates are matching theirs with others...hehe...the truth is that,only Macfee that i must bought,but somehow i think that Bie is cute...so i buy them both with the cost of only RM17...Macfee is a little bit expensive than Bie..he cost me RM12 while Bie only cost me RM5...

This is a closer look of Macfee...Nice right..??with the spike....hehe...

Wow!!Beautiful...hehe...

This pictures will be updated from time to time...Assignment...hehe...

MaDAM nORaInIn GhAzALi'S faReWeLl pARtY (12/7/2010)

tHe ThEmE sOng fOr thE PaRtY

My Heart Will Go On 

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not
go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on 


After 2 semesters of teaching us,Madam wants and need to proceed her study in PHD level...huhu...her new college is not too far,just UKM...but it is still a distance apart between all of us...After the up and down of the semesters,it feels hard to let her go...huhu...Thank you Madam for all of your hardwork in guiding all of us...=)...By the way,the two cakes were bought by my classmates using class money and the cupcakes were made by Madam Norainin...Madam!!we will miss your cook especially all the cakes...hehe....

WaS iT A MiSTaKE??

what i've done..??

was it a mistake..??

i don't know...

i'm really confused...

i hope he won't hate me...

at least not that much...

well,i'm just human...

i want the best for him...

i know one fact...

a fact that i can't give him happiness...

want to know why..??

because it lies and depends on HIS hand...

all i can do is that...

pray that he will always be happy...

for no matter what reason...

either with someone or something...

argh!!

it's killing me slowly...

yeah!!i do love him...

so what..??

i rather have myself being miserable...

than letting him be in one...

is it stupid..??

i don't really think so...

it makes me closer to HIM...
well,i can't be greedy...

i need to be grateful for whatever happens...

am i losing him..??

i believe so...

it is okay...

my prayers will still be with him...

what would i like to say if it is the last time i'll talk to him..??

i love you

is it enough for me..??

just three words..??

yeah....those three words can simplify everything...

my hope for him..??

have the best in life...

well,at least face everything that happens with open heart...

my wish for him..??

wishing that you'll stick to HIM...

every second,every minute and every hour...

do i  think he loves me..??

ask him...i don't know...

who is him..??

just let it be a secret...

a secret between him and i...

ALLAH...

please help me...

in enduring this time...

and also him...

Amin...

BiRo tATa NegArA 2010

These are some of my classmates who went to BTN  last June...Even we sacrificed one week out of three weeks of our semester break,it was totally worth it...It was so vice versa with what we or so can say I expected...An experience that money can't buy...=)

 Taking picture as many as I can before Normah's camera was taken by the Trainers...Hehe...

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This was my group during the course...Since the men are on their way of extinction,my group only consisted of two men ; Ala Hadrame(Ala),the group leader & Zulkefli(Zul),the comedian in the group...Both of them are great and funny in some way...Hehe...Not forgetting the ladies ; Rabiatul(Bit),Nabilah(Me),Atikah(Atie),Normah(Mah),Salwa(Wawa) & Atikah...Well,if the men are great,so do the ladies...(^_^)...

Still the group picture...Taken before we dismissed and went back to IPIS...The last day of BTN...Everyone is proud with the certifiticate given...=)

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These are some of the people who are responsibled for giving us the experience of a life time...Starting from right ; Abang Shah(the leader),Pak Ya(the head trainer),Pak Jalani(trainer) & Abang Cha...These are only some of the amazing people that i've met throughout the course...By the way,i also met one Faci from my hometown,Ayah Wan Janggut Keramat...Not to forget,my group Faci,we called him Abang Jawa...Hehe...He is not in the picture as during the course,the cameras and handphones were taken...This was at the end of the course  where we received our stuffs back...hehe...Thanks to Abang Cha for baring with all the noises coming from the handphones for the first day until the end...=)

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The participants of the BTN Course which was held for 5 days and 4 nights at Kem Mega Kristal,Kuala Selangor...Feeling proud with the flag that our group made....The JALUR GEMILANG...

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My classmates were taking pictures with the flag we made...=)

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While waiting for the bus to come and pick us up...Hehe...

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In front of our room...Problematic Ribena Kids...Haha...

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The beautiful bas conductor...Hehe...By the way,no more Acik Aziz @ Ayoh @ the bus driver of IPIS...Huhu...

Thats the end of the BTN Course for PPISMP 2.07(Bahasa Melayu),2.08(Tesl),2.09(Tesl),2.10(Tesl) & 2.11(Math)...=)

HE's The oNe

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about look...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about status...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about wealth...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about colours...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about day or night...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't sleep and eat,

But is always giving to others...

HE's the one,

Who doesn't care about the past sins of others,

After they repented...

HE's the one,

And only one,

Who extremely cares about others,

But always put behind by the rest...

HE's the one,

The Greatest one,

ALLAH S.W.T.